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As the Day we honor our fathers comes near.. I would like to publicly thank my Father for doing something that made his life and everyone around him lives better.. he stopped drinking cold turkey about 6 years ago. I never thought he could but he did. He was told he had Diabetes and that drinking could kill him... so he stopped that day... never had another drink... makes me wish sometimes he had gotten the disease many years ago... when we were still young.

I won't go into lurid details, but suffice it to say there were some not so good times as a child, and a teenager growing up in the house I did. But I think on the whole all of us came out pretty damn good.

None of us are drug addicts, in jail or have anger issues. We have had ups and downs in life who hasn't so I can't blame that on the fact my father drank while i was growing up. I know my mother is much happier now. And that is important at this time in her life, Yes she is still fighting her cancer... but it is pretty stable staying pretty much the same as it has been since she was diagnosed. My father has been a real help to her in this. He has even started going to church with her and signing in the church group along with her.. He has become the man we all knew he could be if he wanted.. it took illness in his life along with hers for him to decide it was time to make changes ... I am proud of him and I know he will never see this unless I email it to my mother but you know that doesn't really matter because I have told it to him already..


I now have a father I love and can be proud of.. and that is something to be thankful for on this Fathers Day..


Thank you Dad, for always keeping us in a home and with food, not always the most or the best but we never missed a meal (as you can tell by looking at me..lol) We always had at least something small on our birthdays and Christmas, we always had at least one new outfit and new shoes for the first day of school..and we had a family vacation to see our grandparents every summer.. no matter how tight money was... You gave us many good memories, that I allow to block the not so good....


Make sure you allow the good memories be the ones you carry forth from childhood and build on in your future .. our parents leave us much too soon.

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