thank you all for all your prayers

 This is so hard to do, but I felt since so many of you had sent such good vibes and kind words to me, you needed to know.

My son Adam lost his fight last night and passed from this world peacefully in his sleep, his suffering has ended and mine continues. I will always be proud of the boy he was and the man he became.
 You will be missed my son, but I hope that you are with all those in your family who have passed before you and I am glad your suffering has ended. I will take care of your sister and do my best to keep her safe and happy, like I know you would want. I know as long as you live in someone's memory you are never truly gone, and you will live in many memories for many years to come. I am torn between wishing you had had children, so i could have a piece of you left here and  the feeling that it is better you never did, so they would not have to grow up without you as their dad.

Thank you all for everything, and a special thank you to Keith for all the texts and late night calls that have helped me more than you will ever know, not just now but also when my mom was sick and thru so many of my lifes dramas I can't begin to know how I could have made it thru with out your love and friendship. And to Dwayne a thank you for all the encouragement and hugs and letting me cry on your shoulder not just this time but also when my mom passed, you were with me thru 2 of the worst times of my life and no matter what the future holds for us, know I will always be more grateful than words can say to have had you in my life at these times.  Also thank you for the portrait you did of Adam that I am adding here tonight.

 an era has ended. A new one begins.

I am not sure when the services will be but I will not be on here much in the next week or so.

Theresa